tough times

[areasonforbeing]

so lately there have been a lot of things going on in my life that I find myself wanting/needing to talk to someone and i take out my phone and go through my phonebook and i realize that i have no one to call. all i want is someone to talk to. someone that knows me better than anyone. I used to have so many close friends and now i feel like i have

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[snapshot_____]

this is exactly how i feel jaime, exactly.

the reason i didnt hang out tonight is because ive found out a lot of shit today and since then ive been sitting in my room with the lights off dozing in and out of conciousness. im so unhappy and i dont know how to talk to a single person.

[areasonforbeing]

being that we are both feeling this, im not sure if we can help each other. i seriously hurt so bad that im almost numb. like at work today we had a bunch of angry people yelling at us and what not, and i didnt feel anything.. thats not who i am.. i am very outspoken and i dont believe that the customer is always right... but i literally just sat there and stared off. i dont know what to do.

[snapshot_____]

im sorry jaime. i wish i didnt hurt, so that i could help you not hurt. i dont know why you are so sad? it seems you have a lot going for you. but in the end, so do i. just this one relationship thing is kicking my ass, but i should realize that its just one thing out of many things that go corrupt in a lifetime. my problem is that i dont understand that some people arent always good people. im an idealist in that i expect the best of people. im writing a lot. i wish i could talk to someone and know that they understand, and maybe thats the one thing we have for eachother that we're missing from everyone else.

[seeyouthere]

hey you! "maybe next time i talk, you'll listen" huh do what? its been a long time

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[beautysenemy]

my beautiful-talented-amazing Jamie
you rock and i love you
im sorry (imeanit) that i suck at being a friend
i will listen always
call me if you need me and i will carry you for however long you need
much love baby girl!!!