Wanting

[areidra]

oh man i'm sooooo bored! it's odd....i want to go home....but i am home........i never have been able to figure out this feeling....hopefully one day i will......i want to be hugged.....i want to be held.....i want someone to hold me and hug me and tell me that they love me and they won't ever let anything happen to me! i want everyone to be happy

Comments

hmm

[k_r_gilmore]

I know the feeling... i get it all the time, it's bothersome, but sometimes you just have to sit it out until it fades... I wish i knew how to ease the feeling, so I could offer you some advice, but unfortunately I think they only sure way to get rid of the feeling is to find a person who makes you feel like you are always home..

hard to do at 17 years old.

but keep at it... life is long.

~KRG

Re: hmm

[areidra]

yea...thanx for trying! just knowing that i have someone who actually cares how i am makes me feel better! cuz lotsa times it feels like nobody really cares....and i know i care about all my friends....but then it feels like they don't care about me so i feel like i'm doing it for nothing....but it doens't make me stop caring.....but yea! in short....thanx honey! that's helpful!

[canada_lobster]

lol you're entries always have "...."

it reminds me of morse code.

sorta cool in a way

[areidra]

yea i do that when i pause...or when i'm thinking....i just do that too much! sorry!

[saraked0rkian]

thats how i feel a lot of the time

my mom and dad used to talk of how when i was little i would cry about wanting to go home but i was at home so they didnt know what to do and i was like ha ha..

[areidra]

lol yea...it's an odd feeling!