"it's not cheating if there's no sex"- thats what i hear as i sit down in my room,in the dark at 12:15 i guess considered morning, while seinfelds on so im not scared of the dark, and my minds racing w/ thoughts about everything...songs stick in my head, words of friends scroll past my eyes and im not sure if anyone can understand this but everyone ( Read more... )

after awhile you convince yourself that you're ok with something, but then there's just this one time, this one thing someone says or does that makes you realize you were only fooling yourself.  theres one  thing to do: learn from the mistakes people make and never forget the hurt they cause because you never want someone you love to have to deal ( Read more... )

and so it ends....or begins.  Have you ever just watched someone?  Not talking about in a stalker way, but just noticing little things about people as time goes on.  People are funny, they can be easily influenced by actions, but more often are found obsessing and interpretting what someone said.  Nothing said can ever be taken back.  You say it ( Read more... )

so its night b4 i go away for a week to florida where i will die in the hurricanes. its been a really good weekend actually starting w/ friday night.  fuckin awesome party at keri peters casa....i never knew there were actual rules to kings and apparently i was the worst at the game-which isnt too hard to believe--need more nites like that ( Read more... )

to "the power of pat" and a shout out to the "morning after shirt"

backtracking to monday...morning visit from bitch where we began the hate streak hehehe...afta v.s. work shetz was cool and picked me up and we cruised back to b-more...chinese then dodgeball like WHOAH, clappin it up, "you don't play dodgeball in jeans" haha melissa you're too funny ily...then to pequa to drop off cikos(pl) and home a.k.a. martin ( Read more... )

wiffle ball                 n : (trademark) a hollow plastic ball with cutouts

so last night a little game began around 8:45 where there was an unfortunate defeat of the blue team by the red people...some say it was the lights, distractions behind home plate throwing off pitching, or the numberous amount of errors and almost-collisions,  but ( Read more... )

so today....add another driver to the list wooo hoooo, too bad i'm the last one to drive oh well.  gunna keep this one short cuz well i really dunno y but im going to

tues. nite shetz picked me up after work- she wanted to meet co. but then realized that mean company muaahahaha shes retarded but i <3 her ummm then we got fanning -->drove to bmore ( Read more... )

this is pretty impressive that i'm gunna attempt 2 remember four days ago...so friday i really have no recollection of the day, this is bad i can't remember anything!!! well friday nite was godspell i'm sure and shetz picked me and fanner up while martz had jacker and melis__what up leg warmers__we got there late and they had the lights off but ( Read more... )

last nite = amish paradise @ melis's which actually i think i watched a total of 10 minutes of- i must watch the tapes in their entirety...i learned lime chips are gross and amish people don't know how to swim (they decide to breathe in when under water apparently)...then ya know i wish i were born amish sometimes cuz your so sheltered and it would ( Read more... )