You know I was bored, so I chose to look back at some of the posts on my livejournal from a few years ago... I began to wonder, what happened to me?

I've changed so much, I was so random, so funny or so I thought, so carefree, then as years went by I became more and more dark... more and more depressing... No wonder no one reads this shit anymore ( Read more... )

     So what ELSE could be going wrong in my life? I lost my job, true I quit but I was going to get fired the next day.... I have no money to my name, it's impossible to get a job,  my parents won't get off my back about me getting a job.... WHY? I am TIRED OF NOTHING!!! I've been sitting at home doing nothing but going to explorers every other ( Read more... )

So high school is over. It's kinda hitting me now. I know I am going to grow apart from my friends, it's going to happen. I try as hard as I might, but slowly its already happening. I thought about this after my grad party. I thought,you know, this is the last time I will probably see these people.... ever.... It was depressing, really depressing. ( Read more... )

     Well, LIFE SUCKS THEN WE ALL DIE AND GOD LAUGHS AT US BECAUSE WE'RE ALL SCREWED ( Read more... )

So I'm 18. Woohoo fucking hoo. I really don't care anymore. This has been such a crappy year for me anyways, now I just have to start all over again.  I got a new laptop which is amazing and fast and such and I can use it for school. (and random internet stuff)

No inspiration.

Phantom

I successfully comepleted my obejectives. With some sanity left. I still have a lot of other stuff though. I was up part of the night, and most of this morning finishing them. I think I earned some time to relax if I do say so myself. Might be hanging with David sometime within the next few days, and I have to call Karl sooner or later. I haven't ( Read more... )

     Due to the comment from the last post I will say this. In no freaking way is it possible for me to have friends and get good grades at the same time. It's a curse I have. And I am not saying I dojn't want to be friends with anyone, it's just that, if I screw this up I screw my life up. I want to prove that I can do better than I have done in ( Read more... )

     Here I am.. Senior year, my last chance to get things right for once, my last chance to try and have fun, my last chance to see my friends before we all split up and everyone leaves. My last chance to prove myself, and show people that I'm actually smart, and not a goofball (I can't decide if that's one word or two...)
     School started this ( Read more... )

      First of Breaking Dawn!!!

***WARNING!!!! SPOILER ALERT DO NOT READ, DO NOT READ. OKAY READ IF YOU WANT BUT BE WARNED, SPOILERS! *SINGS THE SPOILER SONG* SPOILERS, SPOILERS, SPOILARRRRS!!!!***
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WTF??????WTFWTFWTF!!!! The ending was what I'd hoped for, but honestly, Bella pregnant? I mean, that was such I curveball and it altered, the feeling ( Read more... )

     First off don't ask ( Read more... )