So we're back together now, so i should be the happiest guy in the world... right? why arent i...? why am i sadder? i dont get this.... why am i crying? Sure, she's happy... but what about me? don't i get to be happy? why isnt it a big deal that i'm sad? why can't she show just a little affection for me? why can't her mom just accept me? why can't ( Read more... )

Wow, so much has happened in the last week. Well, since wed/thurs. SO yeah, wednesday, after porsha ditched me and went home i hung out with people at the CC and the school. Namely people who distracted me at the school while i was trying to finish writing stuff for my posterboardboard so i wouldnt be up until 5 the next morning.. (oh... right, i ( Read more... )

ok, don't go to bed at 5 in the morning. i better get DAMN good grades on all of the stuff i did last night! >..< i'm gunna go take a nap. today is a wench.

if i'm so happy and my normal self again and all... why am i being so broody ( Read more... )

maybe i was overreacting. i'm sorry. i hope she doesnt hate me now... i know i sure hate myself.

what the hell...
why do i feel like shit?
absolute and total crap.
scum, even.
i guess i'm just the cause of *ALL* of her unhappiness.
whatever.

edit [7:48]: oh yeah, and she says i "compare" her to all of my old gf's and she *hates* how i compare her to laura... well ya know what? i don't compare her, rather it's more of a contrast! i ( Read more... )

i've decided that the root of all evil stems from 2 people. your mom and dad.

I'm so happy lately! me and her are in love i think. she's so awesome ( Read more... )

i pout. she gets mad. who would have thunk it ( Read more... )

Right now i feel like just hiding in my cave (my room + drapes + no lights = cave). Everyone is all like rwaaaar to me this afternoon... :/ Menard was all like "your written assessment" (like a progress report in words for those of you who don't know) "is going to suck, because you suck at french and need to study more. Also, you have to work on ( Read more... )