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Well I started off in July or so being ana. I would only purge like once a week when I would give in to temptation. Then it became more and more frequent. Now I eat probably 3 times more than the average person a day and purge up to 6 times a day. I hadnt gained any weight until recently...I think. My lower abs look kind of round but my b/f says ( Read more... ) -
many emotions...venting
I usually post about my ED but right now I suppose I'm more caught up in the weight of my heart. I met this guy 3 years ago but we began dating around the 4th of July. We started out be really really good friends. I believe we sometimes see someone and want there to be a connection so badly that we sort of make it happen but tell ourselves it was ( Read more... ) -
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darn! I was doing so good and then my sister asked me if I wanted some dessert. I had to go and get something or I would have stood out. I did okay during dinner. I didnt eat anything I fixed a plate took it with me and then didnt eat it. I ate about a cup each of spagettii, baked beans, macaroni and cheese, mexican salad, cabbage and a hamburger ( Read more... ) -
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darn! I was doing so good and then my sister asked me if I wanted some dessert. I had to go and get something or I would have stood out. I did okay during dinner. I didnt eat anything I fixed a plate took it with me and then didnt eat it. I ate about a cup each of spagettii, baked beans, macoroni and cheese, mexican salad, cabage and a hambuger ( Read more... ) -
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I'm still doing really good. I'm like 10 lbs away from my goal weight! I can wear the cute clothes I wanted to wear and have them fit the way I like. I was a little nervous because today my family is having dinner at my cousin's house. They have just blessed the food and everyone is eating. I fixed a plate b/c I would have really stood out if I ( Read more... ) -
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Sorry I have not been on in forever. I'm doing really good, this is day 2 of my fast. Last week I was able to fast for 4 days then binged the next. That was the days before I started the fast I'm on now. ( thinspo ) -
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Wow I am finally doing really good. I'm watching Pageant Place and its really good thinspiration. I also am just sick of being fat. I had to fight the urge earlier to eat a handful of some chex mix. I feel really good about being able to fast for the next 7 days. I hope in that time I can take off at least 20lbs. Anyone wanna join my im is ( Read more... ) -
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a lot of pics so beware!( gwen ) -
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Today went okay. I plained to only eat a powerbar (240 calories) but I went over my friend's house and her mom was like "you've lost weight" then the questions and long story short I had to eat a salad but the dressing only had 35 calories I'm not sure how many calories the chicken was I've stayed strong since then I pray I can fast tomorrow.( thinspo )