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[arickandagirl]

hey. it's been awhile, but it's ok. i'm lazy

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[sweet_castaway]

it made perfect sense. and i'm sorry that you got so freaked out like that. it's happened to me before, and i know how scary it is. i don't know why anyone would ever want to hurt you, but a lot of people would care. a lot. including me. and at school we would dedicate some kind of memorial to you and your photography pictures would be everywhere. and every year we would write long entries about you in our journals saying how we'd never gotten over it. but yeah, let's not get you thinking about it too much again. i think it's cool that you like who you are and the decisions you've made... few can say that. including me to some degree. but when we die, our life doesn't really end. i don't know about you, but i believe in God and there's so much beyond this world. so at least if something did happen, it's not like you would just completely cease to exist.

<333333333

[arickandagirl]

thank you. that really made me happy.
sometimes i don't think that many people would care though. i'm always afraid that people only hang around me for a cheap laugh, and that i'm not really a friend but only an acquaintance. but atleast i'm happy with the life i've lived.

but anyway, thank you for that.

<3arick.

[sweet_castaway]

you're very welcome!

i consider you a friend, though i hardly know you. mainly because anna says such great things about you so i feel like i've known you since band started, haha. i'd like to know you myself though. and it's not that you're only good for 'a cheap laugh.' don't limit yourself to that and don't worry about what others think of you. you're such a nice person and surprisingly enough, you have the maturity of a junior, but you still make life fun. you love life and capture it in pictures and in your heart and you share it with everyone. you're thoughtful and complex and i don't see why everyone wouldn't want to be your friend.

: ) there's my deep compliment for the day.

♥ ellen ♥

[dear_skeletons]

i know how it feels.
if you died arick.
i think id lock myself in my room forever
id feel very lost :(
but, i love you<333

[arickandagirl]

but why would you feel lost?
i'm not even an important part of your life.

[arickandagirl]

Arick. :(
I feel like I should make a private entry just because I'm almost embarrassed to say all of this.
But I won't.

You obviously don't know how much you mean to me. To us. All of us.

It says that you posted at 00:38:00.
Which doesn't exist.
...

I went to sleep early last night though.. I wish I had been on for you to talk to.

About having someone in your room to kill you:
I honestly think you've just watched too many scary movies. After I saw Unbreakable a few years back, I was afraid of... everything. We live in such a small town, and I really don't think that will happen to any of us.

I really would be heartbroken if you died though.
KLASJDF!
It's such a terrible thought.
But Arick, I'd never forget you.
Never.

As depressing as that entry was, it ended up raising my spirits too.
You're absolutely right.
I care way too much about how I look, what I wear, and what people think of me.

I started off with "So let's make the best of it", and I ended up with...

So let's make the best of this test and don't ask why

[mariobros]

army time? 00:38:00 what about 1:38am?

[arickandagirl]

I bet you're right. :)

[arickandagirl]

it was 12:38 when i did it...
i'm not sure why it said 00.

[verlorenliefde]

Wow, talk about a depressing entry.

I would care a lot if you died, even though I've never actually met you before, but it really would do something to me--make me think about my own life in a way.

[arickandagirl]

it's wasn't my depressing. it was just what i was thinking.

i guess it would make you think twice about your life to have a friend die, because it would make you realize how life can end that quickly.

[verlorenliefde]

Treu dat, ghetto style.

[ex_isnt_it_i808]

i don't even know you but
im sure i would miss you.
or at least your journal
entries. and of course im
only kidding. you seem to
have a lot of friends that
care about you, so i guess
if i was your friend i would
too. :D i recently thought
about what would happen if
i died, and if i would be
missed. except i thought of
my funeral. and how many would
care to even show up. weird.

[arickandagirl]

i think everyone thinks about death at one point in time, and about their funeral too. and i guess it doesn't really matter who shows up, because you're gone. but it would be nice to have people that did care enough to go.