*feels a little better after being cheered up by Morno and Canyo*

*takes Irime's advice and visits Auntie/Uncle Maglor, present in hand*

*pulls on an oversized sweater and ventures outside for a walk in the park*

*walking aimlessly, finds her way to the river*

*stands watching the water, trying to get up the nerve to throw herself in* :((((

*wanders around town, kinda sorta looking for Steve*

*ends up in an unfamiliar area* :S

*looks up at the gothic expanse of the temple apprehensively*

*bites the bullet*

*comes home*

*comes downstairs to the kitchen at Caranthire's house after waking from apparently a two day nap*

*wonders why no-one seems to be around* :S

*wanders through the park numbly*

Eru.... this can't be happening....

What am I going to do? :((((

*blink* o.0

I don't even know who the father is!!

*sits down on a bench and bursts into hormonal tears*

*decides it would be a good idea to take a walk in the park and get some fresh air*

*decides it's not so good an idea when she feels like she needs to sit down and rest on every other bench she passes* :S

*walks around despondently, missing shifts at both jobs and not going home* :(

*goes for a walk*

*worries*

[EDIT] *stays all night in the park, crying* :((((