kk prom last night was fun, i kinda ditched my date, but tried to still hang out with him some of the time. danced with angie all night long, all night. and i need bigger boobs i figured after wearing my dress for that long. i was in such a rush before the dance, it was absolute craziness. AND it looks like i'll be living in scottsdizzy again over ( Read more... )

this weekend was GREAT. sooo friday night brandon asked me to his prom and i of course said yes. awwwwww he's so ah i can't even, he was at maggie's door and had this bouquet of roses for me and asked me and then he took me to this mountain place where you could see the lights of like all of scottsdale and it was just so cute and he's adorable and ( Read more... )

k i don't know what's wrong with me. i really don't want to go to prom anymore, cause there's this swim meet in colorado i would rather go to now, and my mom won't let me cancel my date to prom. so i have to go now. i know he likes me, i really don't want to hurt him or anything, but i'm far more interested in someone else. ah, lata.

woah woah, k, things have been kinda crazy lately. swimming is going crazy. i still like that boy in scottsdale. matt, my football playing bass playing friend asked me to prom, i hope he doesn't like me, but he's been touching me a lot lately. i'm like "ah, shit" i'm gonna go with him, and he's got this whole thing planned, i'm just like "heh, cool ( Read more... )

Great time this break so far. met a great guy in scottsdale- he's flippin' hilarious and super cute, had a great meet kinda. GUESS who got her first Q+ time in her entire swimming career!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEME!!!!!! YESYESYESYES. oh man, for those of you who don't know what that means, i am going to the state competition. oh yes, all ( Read more... )

i have a meet coming up soon. i'm going to phoenix for like half an hour tomorrow to get my aquablade (competition swim suit) and lee's car, cause the hood flew up and hit her windshield when she was only going thirty on sheldon last week... that was funny. and so yeah, and then my meet is on friday through sunday, so hopefully i will get to go ( Read more... )

i just got back from phoenix, i had a couple of bridal showers to go to. nikki is getting married in less than a week! it's so exciting, i'm going to be a bridesmaid and we're all getting our hair done. spring break is in a week, and all you who don't live here- be jealous... i get two weeks off. i have a three day swim meet in phoenix on march ( Read more... )

i broke up with eric this morning, it was just not working out. he liked me way more than i did him, and it kinda freaked me out. he was obsessed with me. getting used to swimming again after my three days off because of sickness is a bitch. i swear, it's ridiculous, if i take a week off for vacation or something, it takes me a month to get back. i ( Read more... )

i'm so sick right now. practice was killa this morning, mostly because i felt like i was going to die even before i got in. i think my body is screaming for rest, yet i can't give it. i'm shaking uncontrollably and my head feels so heavy. my throat is full of mucus and needles. i don't have to work tomorrow, but i have an arseload of homework to do ( Read more... )

pain all over body
m-t-w life threat
thursday beautiful
friday decent but in a way definitely not
saturday no one's there
anger, but still hope
oh it's smaller, oh yes, you have no idea