Well, at least I have options... I don't know if I could see myself going through with it..but it's nice to know I can have some freedom I'm really lucky that I have someone that is understanding enough to give me the opportunity to have fun but we'll see.. most likely things will be exactly the same
It's difficult to appreciate what you have when you're surrounded by what you wish you had. Although I know in some ways I'm 'better off,' but sometimes the pain feels unbearable... as if happiness isn't possible...
I think my feet are going to FALL OFF. I guess that's waht happens whne you walk home form somewhere that's far away in heels. Unnecessary drama..don't you hate that? Anyway, I'm exicted to sleep. :) weird, yeah... but tonight was not as fun as I was excepteing. Shit happens. Night .
so my weekend has started... bc my thursday class was cancelled. Pretty exciting. however, I did not feel like dressing up and going to wine wednesday because I'm sure I'll be going out enough this weekend. Plus, it's cold. And plus I pretty much had enough fun already. Oh well. Call me lame... whatev.
Tonight was the first night in awhile that I've gone out... As you can tell, I'm not drunk. But hey, that's ok...drank some, had a good time
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