i am feeling melancholy today. i think its because i am bored and i have to clean a lot of things. also i think its because i can't wait to leave. there is nothing really here for me. except maybe an awesome summer, but i don't want to bank on that just in case it doesn't happen. i suppose there is my angel. i love her. she is very soft. but there ( Read more... )

i cannot believe that i only have four more days of high school.

my mother is getting a two panel of me. and here are the two pictures i think we are going to choose:


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so i am home alone currently and in celebration i enjoyed doing all the things i can't do with three boys in the house. first i lounged in my underwear on my front stairs listening to my music blasting from my room and looking out the open front door with a huge glass of water. then it got too dark so i took a shower with the door open and sang ( Read more... )

lately, meaning the last couple months or so, a lot of things have been going on inside, and that is usually when i don't write alot. b/c a lot of times they are things that are too private to say, or even more a lot of the times i can't articulate what i would want to say well enough anyway ( Read more... )

i went shopping with melissa today. i found a graduation dress. these four days off have felt so much like summer. its so strange. well anyway here are some pictures from my expeditions this extended weekend. i can't wait until it is summer.

and i wish my foot wasn't asleep. :-/


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so many wonderful pictures were taken today!

here's a sampling..

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THE LILACS ARE HERE!!!

they are all around my house!

purple and white wonderfully smelling rites of spring!

ohhh yay! i dont want them to ever leave.