I GOT MY LEARNERS PERMIT.....kinda ( Read more... )

Hey guys,

just wanted to let everyone know that Im in Rhode Island/Mass for the next few days with the hubby and the baby...I would love love love to see everyone and anyone that i can!!! email me or give me a call...7578483668

Hugs and love
shaina

We went to counseling...finally......and it went well....I dont think I have told anyone about my mood like that and the doctor had sound advice....it isnt my fault, which I knew...the mental instability could be the cause of my thyroid problems. Which is good to know because at least Im not going totally crazy. I cant stop my mind from this ( Read more... )

Been a long time since Ive written, so many things that swim through my mind. Silent contemplation gets he best of me and it comes down to the point that I really do think too much. It goes up and then comes down, ebbing and flowing like the water that it is, but is it all too much. Can love really hold together what has slwoly been crumbling? And ( Read more... )

Counting down the days *begin rant now ( Read more... )

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...I AM AT MY OWN COMPUTER!!!..Thats right folks..the Abbs's of Portsmouth VA are finally online AT THIER OWN HOUSE!!!....with that said...HI!.....missed you all and so forth...things ahve been crazy ever since I got back to VA ( Read more... )

Ive been told to just be...I was sifting through lyrics today and found a few that reminded me of certain people...if you feel like taking a guess go for it...if you feel like guessing the song go for that to....there so much to think about and not enough hours in the day, but if you over think then it takes away from what is....so I will breathe ( Read more... )

Jayson and I are up in NY for probably the next 6 weeks. So far we have arrived at my moms house to a lack of ac and its fucking humid...Jayson hasnt slept well because he misses his daddy( I know this...and I try and play old voicemails for him on the phone just so he can hear Chris's voice) other than my possibly busy weekend schedual(wishful ( Read more... )

Im going to try and keep this as short as humanly possible..there is so much to tell ( Read more... )

Jayson and I are safe and sound in NYC....at the moment I am my moms house by some luck (or just the fact that I have amazing friends who love and miss me) I was able to make it here..the iternerary thus far ( Read more... )