Today was alright, a little disappointing but alright nonetheless. There were some things I wanted to do that I didn't get to do, some people I wanted to see that I didn't get to see, but on the bright side I did get to fall asleep in half my classes today. And I kept going into that dreamlike state where you don't know if you're asleep or awake. I ( Read more... )

We had a big rehearsal today and got through a big chunk of the musical. I saw "Forever Yours" performed for the first time, man I love that song. And the reprise is absolutely heartbreaking. Especially after everything that's happened recently, it really hits home. I cried when I heard it, was just kinda reminiscing ( Read more... )

Just because I rant doesn't make me obsessed. And remember, there's a difference between thinking something inside your head and getting up the nerve to say it, or even just the willingness to admit it out loud ( Read more... )

Happy Singles' Awareness Day, everybody! Yeah, I walked into school and saw all these red and pink heart-shaped balloons and was like "What in bloody hell happened?" Disgusting, really. I was talking with Katie on the phone about how I was gonna be all depressed today (just like I am every year) and she said that I could be her valentine because ( Read more... )

My mom has been yelling for a majority of the day, it's scary. She blew a fuse and screamed at my brother this morning because he turned the t.v. volume up while she was trying to play a song on her guitar. (He did it deliberately to be rude, but still, she was scary.) She yelled about how he didn't want to be a part of this family and stormed ( Read more... )

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Last night was AMAZING. Dessert Theater went so well, and I did a great job when it came time for me to sing. People have been saying such nice things about me and I'm still completely entranced every time I think back to last night. It really was beautiful. I could go on and on ranting about it, but I've been doing that verbally for over 24 hours ( Read more... )

I dunno, it's been kinda boring so far this week. Last night I was all confused about stuff. Just now I talked to someone, and now I'm confused about other stuff. Life is always so confusing. Oh well, I can live with that ( Read more... )

Oh God oh god oooooh god I'm confused now... What should I do? What CAN I do? Dammit, why can't things just work out? Oh, cuz that'd be too easy. Well okay then.

I know, I'll do my outlines. Yes...

Man, it was such a beautiful day. I can't remember the last time I saw the sky so blue, it was amazing. And the afternoon was fun (I thought so, anyway). But when night came I talked to many friends in crises, they confided in me and I'm worried now. But I'm going to be here for them and listen to them when they need to talk and hug them when they ( Read more... )