EMPTY!!!

Tonight is the first time in a long time that I have been able to attempt to write anything about my thoughts, my feelings, about me. It appears I had become so numb from the online world, every attempt to write was murky. It was as if I had sunk to the bottom of a clear pond and was stuck watching the waves distort the rays of the sun that were ( Read more... )

Sometimes we all need time away. Normally I have been spending my Friday’s in the miller lite deck at Miller Park cheering on my hometown team, the Brewers but this Friday was different. I had everything all set to go to the game when I got a call from my uncle, whom I haven’t seen in about a month, asking me if I wanted to go out to dinner. Of ( Read more... )

It’s too bad that the only thing that has been running lately is my mind. Today, I went for a run for the first time in about 2 weeks. It was my first true workout since I started working temporarily at an engineering company. I had almost forgotten what wonders running does to my brain ( Read more... )

Because of you ( Read more... )

The light from the nearby street illuminated her face more and more as I drew towards her. Each step not only brought me closer to my heaven but also soothed another anxious butterfly. Her body was engulfed by the moonlight when I finally reached out my arms. I couldn’t help but notice the way the light danced around her cheeks accentuation her ( Read more... )

My stomach churned as the butterflies fluttered. The simplest thoughts of her have always energized each one. Things were much different today and not even I knew how much the butterflies would flutter or how tranquil they would be. The day had finally arrived. Our two worlds that we had created through extraordinary conversation in the past 6 ( Read more... )

Lately I have had to pinch myself on a daily basis. For about 6 months now, I have been becoming more and more attached to a special person. We haven’t done anything physically and my feelings have developed from our many conversations. There isn’t anything I am afraid to tell her. In fact, I find myself opening up way to much. B Rabbit isn’t ( Read more... )

The green grass reflects sunlight bouncing of her hair
The warm breeze blows, she speaks throughout the air
Crystal clear water as pure as her tear
Sunshine smiles down, warming all that is near
Ice melts, rises to a blur
I see it all, I see everything in her

When you told me that you have not decided yet if you are going to return I must admit it felt like the sunshine of my world that was keeping myself warm had disappeared between the clouds and a chilly breeze had swept across my world. The seeds that the sun had shone down upon and nurtured so effortlessly now were beginning to frost. I could see ( Read more... )