B's polishing the hearse

[arkadyrader]

I fell so blah as of late.  I realized that I'm a shadow of my former self and can't find what I'm supposed to blame for it.  I don't feel like I'm good enough to find another job.  I don't feel pretty enough for B, and I don't feel like I'm expressing who I am anymore

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[masochistmonkey]

i've written an entire album about the impossibility of someone to subjectively look at/see oneself. don't even try to judge your own appearance. you're the most biased person (when it comes to you) you'll ever know. the best you'll be able to do is to examine B's face when he looks at you... (but not when you're wearing a "Screech from saved by the bell" mask or a bee costume... but that should go w/o saying..)

it's almost like we've evolved to hate how we look in order to constantly try to improve our appearance in order to procreate... but if you're already getting action, you can probably put down the lipstick for 5 minutes and chill out in your white lion T and jogging pants with the holes in 'em