There was once a time when someone needed me.
It seems like a lifetime ago when I was worth anything.
It seems like forever ago when someone missed me.
It feels like I'm far away from hope.

Hope.

It warms me to think that there is hope, but...
It feels like there is no hope.

I die every night that I am alone. Too many lives for my taste. I am exhausted. I am extinguished. I am hollow.

In my dreams, I don't wake up.

I would give myself just to lose you all over again...

It's cold tonight;
I'm here alone.

I wish you'd come and
save me.

I pray -

broken,
empty,
hollow..

save me,
  save me,
    save me
      tonight.

Reaching for you,

but you're not there
 for me

...anymore.

when the one light in your life fades into the distance.. what's the point in carrying on?

I smiled once. It was a long time ago, and I do not recall who I was.

When I wake up in the morning, it'll be just as dark. Who stole my light...?

During dark nights, I wish to drown myself in tears.. I remember some things, I forget others.

I loved, and needed to be loved.. your smile was just a lie. Your love made me hate.

My pain makes me dead..

But you're still out there somewhere, smiling.

Erase the past, and create a new future that I'll hate even more. It's all I know.

Seems like the more I breathe, the less I want to ( Read more... )

I will not miss tonight, but I wish tomorrow would miss me.