i understand me...

[arl89]

Okay, this should be getting more emo coz i think i am intending to write this in total grey-ness. I wanted to type in total white, but i am afraid at the end of the day, i am typing rubbish coz i cant see what i am typing here.. =.=

Today went work.. with DEAR... unhappily.. I really dont understand his sense of low self confidence when i told him

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[trix_wonderpix]

Hi there (:
Well, i face the same struggle as you regarding society. Although outgoing, i always end up being quiet and almost non-existant in others eyes. I was really bugged and upset by this until my friends came along and made me realize - why do i need everyone to accept me?

I guess its true? Everyone just needs 2 very very very close friends like sisters and a person whom you love and love you back. All other friends are just supplements.

Well, it helped and i feel so blessed now because i have one bestest friend, one great cousin and a lovely bf. That's all i ever need (: So ponder over it - perhaps you'll feel better once you've found your happiness!

Love always,
Tricia

[arl89]

Yea, it ever crossed my mind. Why do i need so many friends when i already have someone who loves me and 1 or 2 other friends is enough. But slowly when stepping out into the working society, everything gets impt. Friends, colleagues, all you have to take care of. It's not just 1 or 2 person can settle it.

Really it's not easy. But as i understand, i am trying to get everything on track. Cant afford to lose anything more. Relationship problems cant be brought down further with the burden of friendship problems.. T_T