Fuck teenage years. Fuck anyone who's ever stabbed you in the back. Fuck all the times that you thought you meant more to someone than you actually did. Fuck falling for someone only to have them crush you. Fuck teachers and their high expectations of you. Fuck parents who think they know what's best. Fuckanyone who's ever tried to tell you what to do. Fuck anything that's ever come in the way of your happiness. Fuck being human, making mistakes, and feeling emotions.
I need someone to prove to me that I’m worth it, really worth it to them. Maybe all I need is a person who can show me that everyone is not the same. Honestly, I thought you were that person but I was wrong. Is it too much to ask for someone to take a risk on me, to fight for me, to actually care enough to not let something go; the way I did for you? You never even thanked me. I acted the way I did because I cared. I didn’t realize it then, but I do now. I don’t do that for just anyone. So, call me crazy, but today.. today I realized that I can’t keep waiting for you. I’m moving on, I can’t stay in one place waiting. I can’t be around you anymore. I’m not over it, I don’t get over things fast, I never have, no matter how much I try and convince myself. I’ll see you around sometime. I keep thinking maybe somehow, something will click and everything will go back to the way it was in the beginning. Maybe we could go back to that, but too much has been said and done. So, maybe you’ll get one more chance from me, maybe you won’t.
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1. STOP.
2. Fight back tears.
3. Stand up and walk.
4. Fake a smile.
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Secret # 26
I always fall for people I never can have.
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I'm trying really hard not to cry over you because every tear is one more reminder - that I don't know how to let you go.
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Fuck teenage years. Fuck anyone who's ever stabbed you in the back. Fuck all the times that you thought you meant more to someone than you actually did. Fuck falling for someone only to have them crush you. Fuck teachers and their high expectations of you. Fuck parents who think they know what's best. Fuckanyone who's ever tried to tell you what to do. Fuck anything that's ever come in the way of your happiness. Fuck being human, making mistakes, and feeling emotions.
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I need someone to prove to me that I’m worth it, really worth it to them. Maybe all I need is a person who can show me that everyone is not the same. Honestly, I thought you were that person but I was wrong. Is it too much to ask for someone to take a risk on me, to fight for me, to actually care enough to not let something go; the way I did for you? You never even thanked me. I acted the way I did because I cared. I didn’t realize it then, but I do now. I don’t do that for just anyone. So, call me crazy, but today.. today I realized that I can’t keep waiting for you. I’m moving on, I can’t stay in one place waiting. I can’t be around you anymore. I’m not over it, I don’t get over things fast, I never have, no matter how much I try and convince myself. I’ll see you around sometime. I keep thinking maybe somehow, something will click and everything will go back to the way it was in the beginning. Maybe we could go back to that, but too much has been said and done. So, maybe you’ll get one more chance from me, maybe you won’t.
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