so i havent written in a long time. mainly because my internet at home is fucked up. but i am fixing it today finally. i havent had much time anyways, with work and everything else on my busy schedule.(laughs at self) i saw tracy on friday. we hung out, just chilled with a bunch of her friends. it was cool, we where going to rent a movie but ( Read more... )

wow this weekend was the best fucking weekend i have ever had..its a long story and i am lazy and dont want to type it all out..

everythings so far away....


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i havent written in a long time. mostly becuase i have been so fucking busy. i am so happy i am not going to be home this whole weekend, i cant wait to see tracy. its gonna be an awesome weekend. the concert should be awesome as well. i cant fucking wait.

.....i am the voice inside your head

i think i have become obsessed with play the acoustic guitar. i have been playing it non stop, which is a good thing but i just wish i was better. i guess i just gotta practice. plus my acoustic isnt the greatest thing out there. but i actually wrote a song on it the other day. well just an intro but hey its a start. thats all i want to do now. ( Read more... )

you ever had that feeling or what ever it is when you feel like you are asleep or you are dreaming but in reality you are awake? well something like that just happened to me. i fell asleep around 11 or so, and i just woke up, i dont know why but i just did. the next thing i know i am taking a shower, because i feel the warm water hitting my face. ( Read more... )

its morning again and i am sitting in the media center waiting for first period, listening to The Beautiful Mistake. today should be a good day he says to himself for hes going to meet this girl Tracy. hes going to her house. hopefully they will have fun. it should be interesting...try not to screw anything up..

this winter will end...

you look at yourself and what do you see? you usually see what you make of yourself right? but imagine shifting your apperance? we are all a bunch of subatomic particles right? so it could be done in a sence. but just imagine what we could do with the right theories and technology, shifting ourseleves into other apperances. well i know this isnt ( Read more... )

sometimes it gets so hard to breathe...

we are pointless in what we do everyday. we are nothing, but to love and live our lives according to how society wants it. we are robots of a mass corporation. we buy what media says because we cant think for ourselves. we see ourselves as a high species but in reality we are just animals with a supposed brain that we hardly use. we are a form of ( Read more... )