I cant stop crying. I am so over this. I am over evryone. I am sick of not been listend to. Theres so much to do and no time to do it. life is depressing while i sit in this box, i call my home. ALONE. Please please please listen to me... i am a wreck. i big fat wreck. i am going crazy. i cant do this anymore. I FUCKING QUIT!!! I FUCKING QUIT!!!! ( Read more... )

 please dont leave me

 i still cannot sleep. this sux. i am having tommorow off i can only breathe through one nostril....and i need to pee

 GOALS ( Read more... )

I have put on so much weight in the past 18 months. I have become something i despise and are uncomfotable in my own skin. Need to look after myself better and put me frst before others and ESPECIALLY before work. I hate work. I despise work. I am not going to do as much as what i once did there and i am going to keep to strict working times and ( Read more... )

 im scared caz i dont see the point in anything. Im so deeply depressed. i dont know what to do. who to turn to.what to say. i scream yet nothing comes out. Im so over this. I need a plan. i feel so alone and i am so alone. why and how did i get stuck here? how the fuck did i manage to get stuck here yet once again? Everyday im in pain, physically ( Read more... )

 i quit... always thinking about yourself....

fuking sick of it.

fuck this.

im fucking tierd and worn out now.

elings pass I spent a whole fucking year away learning to accept things and that f

 how stupid i have been ( Read more... )

 I do not understand myself

To feel so alone while been with someone. How?Why?

It the begining of the end.

i knew it was too good to be true.