Jan 21, 2004 21:08
I am emotionless right now. I think its good and bad. Nothing is upsetting me, except the fact that I am not upset. Nothing is making me happy though. I am just so tired of trying at everything.
I miss people so much.
I really miss living.
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Or get busy dying.
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it seems the only times i feel truly alive are when dave is in town.
it's good to have a person you can love and trust this much.
i like him more than anyone in my family...and i don't think that's a bad thing, dave keeps me grounded.
but raycho face, i think you know how rock you are, and really, it's all just a part of high school, i'm actually still in the (hopefully) last phases of that...some things just don't invoke feelings in me...i suggest sitting in front of the tv with a good friend and watching funny shows like Most eXtreme Elimination on spike tv, or america's funniest home videos. god, dave and i had some good laughs last night at those shows...my tummy hurts from it.
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and play with me this weekend
i get stuck in that rut all the time
and i just become so disconnected
nothing is good
nothing bad
lack of feelings
easy to fuck up
easy to forget
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