Wow, for the past 2 days, ALL I have been doing in school is like fucking around. Its so bad. Like I seriously need to tie myself down and concentrate. I know I am doing fine in like all my classes except maybe English and Chemistry. GREAT. I haven't smoked in like, 2 weeks! If someone didn't steal ym shit outta my purse in ROTC, maybe I would have ( Read more... )

Okay, I really need to get started on this English thing. I am SUCH a procrastinator! I went to the gym today. I didn't go all week! I was cheating like all week too. lol I didn't gain anything but I didn't lose anything either. As long as I didn't gain anything then its all good. I wanna lose 5 pounds b4 Homecoming night so I look absolutly more ( Read more... )

I just really wanna go to drill! It's only 12:00 too. I'm gonna leave in like a half hour. I feel better today. Homecoming is in 6 days! I can't wait. I am gonna have so much fun. My mom came into my room and started yelling about how Cold it was in there this morning at like 9:00. I was pissed off. I was like "What the hell mom. I wanted to sleep ( Read more... )

Yea, I am just gonna say FUCK IT to everything... its not worth my time or energy. He doesn't realize what he is letting go... w/e...
<3. Going to bed...

Okay, this plan it fullproof. lol, Okay. As we all know my mom was mad about me going to Alyssa's to get ready for Homecoming. WELL, I will be real nice this weekend and ask her Sat or Sun and if she says yes then great! But if she says no then this is the plan. I will do my hair and make up at home. THEN I will wait till my mom leaves for work and ( Read more... )

I MADE DRILL!!!

But I am still sadd... Everything would be PERFECT if I had Jeremy back...

Some people just don't understand anything. My family, some of my friends. I want to be able to make my own decisions. I am a good kid I don't do anything wrong. I am struggling to break free of everything going on. I miss hearing Jeremy's voice. Its only been a few days and I already miss hearing him. I wish I could just free myself from this ( Read more... )

Jeremy showed up in the parking lot of school today saying he will go to Homecomig with me cuz he feels bad.. Well, at elast its a start. I just really want him back... ='-( I am really broken up about all this.. I want him back SO bad... we'll see what happens I guess...

I love him way too much to lose him...

I WANT YOU BACK!!!

I love you.. ='-( Please don't do this to me... please

WOW! I feel like absolute shit. I just sat in the shower for a half hour and cried liek a baby... Why me? Seriously? My parents are assholes. They seriously RUIN my life. Did it ever occur to my dad that I was happy with how things were going? Did he really think that butting in and saying those things would make everything hunky dory? YEA that ( Read more... )