I'm thinking more that it might be possible to adopt new cats. What seemed unthinkable to me after losing Alison, the last of our beloved companions in the Spring suddenly seems more realistic.
When I was organising photos last night, I saw the pics I took of the neighbour's black & white sitting out on the garden table in the Summer & it felt different, right instead of wrong. When I saw the neighbourhood black & white today I smiled to see him first before I felt sad about losing our Bonnington. And I dreamed another dream of him, but this time a kitten came and played with him, big Uncle Bonnington.
I think I'm getting the message.