one of the worst nights i have ever had. i hated being in a wicked small house with a bunch of drunk retards and passed out on the floor with people blowing weed in my face and stepping on me. thank god kim drove back early. as in 4 am. i'm sick of this stupid drinking right of passage bullshit. providence is also looking better and better.

it always come back to the same thing doesn't it?

well to resolve my math issue, i dropped the online course and am in an actual class now. this will actually help me pass the term. i got really drunk last night. wasted actually, and got really sick and it was no fun. college. what the hell. well, my worries about my plans next year has lessened. im just going to let things happen. i also trying ( Read more... )

starting off my week crying all the way back to charlotte did not help me yes. i'm well aware.

well returning after an exhausting 13 hour trip to charlotte, i started my new classes which are very hard. i'm already stressed out to the extreme and it's only my first week. my math class is ALL online, and i can't teach myself math. this means 3 times ( Read more... )

this weekend left me very melancholy. i miss my mass-holes very very very much.

i had the best weekend.

friday-arriving to my favorite place and hanging out there all day. and the piebald show. funfunfunfun.

sat.- the portsmouths, the nana's, the best sleepover ever. see facebook for detailed pics.

sun. napping, newburyports the beach  catching ( Read more... )

friday i'm coming.

2 days my friends.

mark your calendars.

good evening. it seems as though i've discovered my LJ again. i am actually procrastinating from studying my wonderful ServSafe information.

who wants to sit there and stare at a book full of personal hygeine tips and causes of foodborne illnesses? not I, but my final is thursday. ahh.

it looks like tommorow marks the 2 week countdown to my ( Read more... )

well my first trimester of college is almost over. in a few weekends i'm heading back to WV for a few days and heading up to the bury. it will be very nice to touch base with my weezles, and well interesting to see how much everyones changed. i wonder if i've changed? i know that my behaviors changed, but i'm finding myself. isn't that what college ( Read more... )

well folks i left charlotte to come back to wv for the weekend. why i don't know.

oh that's right, to party like a west virginian. yep. that's why.

back to charlotte tommorow. hahaha.

it was the WEIRDEST weekend. i keep forgetting where i live. haha.

saw some amesburians.

MASSACHUSETTS IN NOVEMBER. YES.

after this weekend i have come to a few conclusions about my life:

a. i have partied way too much lately and it got me into trouble. big trouble.  i need to get a hold of things and slow down.

b. i need to do better. i've been so selfish the last few months, i have everything i want, now it's time to help those that don't.

c. i need to study more ( Read more... )