I want the freedom to...be able to cry when the people i love get hurt. b/c i know it's sitting there in my heart ( Read more... )

Wrote this September 11th in my journal ( Read more... )

So, I am tapping into energy that has been unavailable for YEARS. MY HEART. FEELS AND KNOWS AND FUCKING FEELS AGAIN. All the pain,,,,all the shit I have been through....it was all worth going through...just to have today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am in the present, and I am ok with being OK. I've. learned. so. much. about. myself...and now, with the ( Read more... )

THE WORD MIRACLE WAS CREATED FOR TIMES LIKE THESE.

I AM BREATHING AND LOVING DEEPLY.

"He who knows when enough is enough, will always have enough."

Who I am when I am running is so different than the person I am when I sit.

Motherf'er, am I retarded?

"In any compromise between good and evil, it is only evil that can profit. In that transfusion of blood which drains the good to feed the evil, the compromiser is the transmitting rubber tube.”

-John Galt, ATLAS SHRUGGED

Aww shit. Who am I?

And what is the name of that snake that eats her own tail?

September 16 2005 ( Read more... )

My father sent me this. He and I have become strangely close ever since I started focusing on suicide 2 days ago ( Read more... )

Hold on, baby hold on
This place is not our home
So let's hold on, baby hold on
It's not where we belong
Head up high, Hold the line
Our fire inside must never die

September 15 of The Language of Letting Go, daily meditation book ( Read more... )