I am in the 2nd week of training to be a YMCA camp counselor. I am really excited and have already made some new friends. My inside and outside life are so different ( Read more... )

Oh TURBULENT GIRL ( Read more... )

Things are falling............into place ( Read more... )

you= carlos and cupid and HILLARY! and asha and ryan and avery and mackenzie and josephine and matt and paul and jack and joel and the loves of my past and the loves of my future and the old me and what?

boom booming voice: WHOOOOOOOOO AMMMMMMMMM IIIIIIIIIIII????????

i can't sleep. i am so high on life tonight. i want more.
i'm at my parents' house tonight and there's so much stimuli.
i feel like i can control when tomorrow will begin. or whether it will begin, i mean. i have this present for you and i wish i could just walk it over to where you are. iiiiiiiiiii ammmmmmmmm

I am doing really well. And you can feel bad while still doing really well ( Read more... )

you would understand if I could just tell you.
you would cry. and then I could cry again.

at every moment's mercy,
Chesleigh

Oh Lord how it all comes back to you ( Read more... )

I am two different people. One wants to really LIVE!!!!!; the other wants to die ( Read more... )

if you couldn't see before ( Read more... )