Roger came over this weekend, YAH!!! And we went to lissa's for a BBQ. It was great to see everyone becsue i missed them. Roger got to meet my parents and my sisters, hahaha. And we went to the movies on sunday and jsut had fun being together. Can i jsut say that not being at school is soo not fun right now. But school will come soon enough and i ( Read more... )

i had a job interview yesterday so lets ll hope that i get it so i can get out of my house and make money. And if i get the job is will get amjor siscounts so that would be great but then i'll spend all of the money thati made :(

i have only been home for a littel while and i already want to be back at school.I don't think this si a good start. I miss everyone so much. I miss roger soo much it is crazy, but italk to him a lot and that's great but i still miss him and will miss him until we are back at school. I can't wait for the apartments next year. I am still looking fo ( Read more... )

ok so i guess that i didn't want to wrtie an end of the year post until now because i really didn't want to admit that ti was ending. Denial is sometimes a wonderful thing. Well, now that i am home and ahve to come ot grips with reality I also have ot acknowledge that my freshman year of college is over. It was a great year and I wouldn't give it ( Read more... )

fuck rutgers and their entire chemistry department right in the ear. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! Fuckin chemistry, looks like i will have to make a massive amount of money this summer to pay for the fuckin chemistry.

on another note my weapon is hillarious...

i always find it funny how things jsut appear out of almost nowhere. well.. actually they don't to everyone else but you. You think that you see things and are not abliously to thins aroudn you but in the end you are. Everyone else on the outside sees it but you never do and i find that funny... and odd. But when you do find it out it makes you ( Read more... )

OK haven't updatd lately but it hinkt ha tis time. I have come to the conclusion that i should amke myself happy. i no longer should worry about everyone else's happiness... well no but i should also make my happiness soemtihng that is important. From now on i will make it a point to be happy and stop putting mtself dead last ont he list. I move up ( Read more... )

have you ever had one of those nights that u just can't go to sleep? No matter how hard you try to fall sleep u jsut can't. Maybe in the back of ur mind u feel that u are going to miss something. Or maybe it is just that u feel so peacful at this exact moment and u don't want it slip away.Well whatever it is i can't fall sleep and i know that i ( Read more... )

i had fun today... after the chem lab which is always hell. I totally fucked it uo but waht else is new there? Kim and i did some bonding with the chem lab TA. Then we decided that chem lecture was not for us and went to find ryan and then we went to the Rutgers Gardens.... Which i now totally love and want to go to all the time. IT IS SO NICE OUT ( Read more... )

I FUCKIN GIVE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!