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P> well i feel like i have some time to myself lately...feels kind of nice. spring break was just wonderful.. i dunno like i just loved it. it was just like a totally good break. a break from school, classes im failing, and everyone, it was just a great breather for me. over break my parents left me alone like the whole break so i was practically never ever home, the only time i was home was to change clothes and shower. i know that this might sound weird but lately i have been realizing the importance of family. i guess kairos helped a little then. i know i dont have good relationships with certain people. so i decided to fic the one that was most fucked up. lately my father and i have been talking. like i know talking doesnt work for us because we are both stubborn. so i email him and i dunno but i feel like this is the closest we have ever been. like he actually apologized to me. i was like what the fuck. i hate saying sorry so i know he does too but shit that really kinda made me smile. i miss my parents. sometimes i feel like they are always leaving. like i knoe they are beginning to trust me alot more...but like i cant handle some of the responsibilites that they give me.. like leaving me here with my nephew. SHit like i have wake his ass up and dress him and take him to school! i havent been on time to school like in the longest time. i think im gonna fail homeroom. school is just whatever for me right now.. i'm actually bring books home and doing my homework. so i guess im catching up. i have so much more to say but i have to go to my frens house and wash my clothes because my washer broke. because tomorrow i feel like wearing a bra.