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i am really tired today.
and when i get tired i get introspective. and then start wondering about things. that started leading to other things. such as the following:
- people give reasons for human behaviors by saying it is "human nature" that it is an inevitable fate. sometimes we do things because we have tendencies. so then, who invented human nature.
- there are rules everywhere. in science and physics and mathematics, there are rules that cannot be broken. there are limitations. we have physical limitations i.e. a human being cannot run faster than say 30mph. even the mind isn't unlimited. we don't know what will happen after we die. we search for the meaning of life only to end up in tangles and circles. there are things that some of us will never understand. are the unanswerable questions of life really unanswerable or have we just not been able to figure them out. and if not, is there some sort of reason or a purpose behind the fact that we do not know, like we are not supposed to know. and if so, why are we not supposed to.
- the bible says that satan was once an angel who had gone extremely bad. it also says that people are a fallen race. so are humans just fallen angels.
- did we have pasts before we were born. were we the equivalent of death then. is birth just a rewind from what we will encounter at the grave. would it be more appropriate to deliver a child in a coffin. and if we had pasts, what were they like. did we do something so horrible that we just weren't meant to remember it. so that we wouldn't have to. so that we would get a chance at life without having to know. is that why we have these limitations. is that why we can't figure it out. because we don't want to know...?
well i really need to get some sleep.