What a week. Where should I start ( Read more... )

If I had somekind of pills for depression, I think I'd be always feeling like this. Pissed off but still so calm.

First I'd like to eliminate all these people that keep annoying, underestimating, disturbing and ignoring me. Then I'd give it all back to them.

Hmm. Well, it won't take long anymore.

Fucking fuck, Ruisrock told us that D'espairs Ray is coming there, TOO! Oh. Fucking yes. I'm SO going there. (Too.)

Oh dear! One of the most rocking bands on the stage is coming to Finland again. AYABIE ! Welcome back!

(It's my 20th birthday today. )

I need to make a short entry: just heard that my norwegian friends Lisa & Fivel are coming to Finland in June to see D'espairs Ray at Tuska-festival. Cool!

OK I took the first step of my returning-to-civilisation-thing. Which means, I started to take a look at some schools I might get into ( Read more... )

If you go over 45, you're a bad influence.
If you go under 15, chances are you live under a rock and have no life... even more harsh.

*Rules
Total the number of things in each list you've done.
No need to say which ones.
If people really want to know they will grow the balls to ask.

1. smoked.
2. consumed alcohol.
3. slept in the same bed with someone of ( Read more... )

I have a bad habit of hurting myself during the time I'm drunk and alone. I remember once I bit myself just to see if it hurts. The next day I was like "what the fuck? It hurts to touch the back of my hand. " And then I realized, I bit it when I was drunk. I bit it HARD. I mean _hard_. I don't get bruised easily.. And if I do, I need a soft place ( Read more... )

Okay. So now I add few new pictures (from the request of my beloved friends.. ) The first one is taken just to show how unbeliavable (eh, heh, heheh..) my hair is. No make-up and hair all over my face, but am I just cute ? Raf calls me Morticia Addams and Gianfra "Amelia, strega cattiva" which means Amelia, the evil witch. :D (If anyone knows a ( Read more... )

OH YES: D'ESPAIRS RAY's new album (the second one), named "Mirror"  comes out 11.4. I've already waiting for their new LIQUIDIZE- liveDVD, it's on its way ^^ Also a new single coming from L'Arc-En-Ciel this spring. That's really nice, really looking forward to it (since I like Hyde's solo but also his bandwork.. it seems that he's been on the loose ( Read more... )