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[arrear]

im feeling much like a pieced together version of myself. dismembered and disjointed is what ive always known. im a mess (and that seems to be a constant...cant you tell by the darting eyes, muddled conversations?) a fucking restless mind spilling with unrecorded thoughts. scraps of construction paper in primary colours. arms and legs stuck on with

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[juliatherese]

i was just thinking abuot how much i want to be in water right now
whenever im feeling messy just diving into water feels so amazing
partly temporarily cleansing away all the excess (home haircuts do that for me too i resorted to that this morning) and partly just wanting to dive under this to escape from my head and this world aruond me and just be quietly under cool water

youre so lucky its still warm enough

i think they're nice pieces

[vervaine]

"making attempts to wash myself off me..."
i like that. because i try to do it too.
you're cool.
um...anyway...it's megan (if you can't tell from the pic icon thing) and you should add me. right. now. :)