A Deep Sadness

[arrevanthas]

Yeah today started off pretty good but well...now it's not. I called Stu to ask him to meet me online and he basically told me no. It makes me sad because it feels as though he is either avoiding me or just tired of me. *Sigh* Yeah so now I am kind of down. I'm probably just overreacting. I dunno...I just wish I had his support. I know he does

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Re: and just so you know...

[studavejim]

I do love talking to Trista and Kaitlin. And I do talk to them every single day. Not quite sure what else I can do. Trista said all she wants is to talk to me now and then. Its every day. Its me that has to pick up the bill too. Not that I'm complaining about that, its worth every penny. It can be hard though, because the time difference is eight hours, and usually when Trista wants me to call, I am starting to think about going to bed. I usually have to get up at five or half five in the morning. I used to be able to stay up til three in the morning and still get up for work in time. But that was a few years ago now, and my body just can not handle it like it could before