fuck itunes. fuck em.

is it just me? or are they not even the same band...
if only i could slap someone, say grow up
go back to how it used to be
you were amazing, don't give that up
arrrrghhhh, where you want to be upsets me, the next one comes out in a
few months. it had better sound completely different
you can't immitate tell all your friends
not without john.

All around me are familiar faces. Worn out places. Worn out faces. Bright and early for the daily races. Going no where. Going no where. Their tears are filling up their glasses. No expression. No expression. Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow ( Read more... )

( purr )

i'm over past regrets. but will there be new ones? this, i am not looking foreward to.

And all our sins,Come back to haunt us in the end,To hang around and tap us on the shoulder,And smile silent,It's all implied,You'll die trying to live this down,You might as well forget it,Still I'm convinced,Wondering what if is the worst thing there is,So we ( Read more... )

here i sit, after another sleepless night ( Read more... )

i"started" this at 1 this afternoon.
why have i only 1 sentance?

i miss my freedom.
i miss driving.
i miss solitude.
i miss love.
i miss regular sleeping patterns.

i don't know what i want, at all. on any subject.
i've even gotten to the point where it's hard to decide what to eat for dinner.

and with you, i just don't know. but i like it. maybe i just like the awkwardness in avoidable situation.
if it upsets you, i'm sorry.

i need sleep, but it's here again.

oh God oh God.

( i stayed up all night and made this. )