yeah.im a dumbass.theres nothing to say about it.im the biggest idiot in the world.the one time i actually have feelings or care about anything..is the one time where i get hurt..i know ive hurt a lot of people in my life..but ive gotten hurt a lot also..its not cool..it hurts so much that i sometimes wanna cry..this pushed depression over the edge ( Read more... )

This entry is to one and only one person.If you think its you it probably isnt.Only i and a select 1 person know who this is addressed to ( Read more... )

well the fact there is no school next tuesday makes me happy...the fact that jackie's birthday party is pushed till the end of the month makes me sad. My computer is stupid..it gets all the programs that ive never seen before...and these programs cant be deleted unless you do something stupid to fix them..which brings more programs.sleep is good.i ( Read more... )

well i officially have no life.All i have done the past few days has played tony hawk for minutes here and there. I cant stop thinking about one person. I dont like the fact that i cant keep thinking about this person because it makes me depressed.more than i am already.hopefully im going to see this person a week from now so i can at least talk to ( Read more... )

i found out why the teenage days suck.i dont know about anyone else but my teenage days have been filled with attitude changes lots of depression and hate.its also filled with love and hate and a bunch of shit like that...feelings change people change and stupid crap like that ( Read more... )

well i really have nothing to talk about in this crap.i dont even know why im sitting here.well im tired and dont feel like going to bed.i have to work a 3 hour shift tomorrow..its kinda funny that its only a 3 hour shift.then me and jimmy are going skating.(alyssa permitting)then at like 8ish i think lindsey is having her b-day party.then i gotta ( Read more... )

well i decided that since i havent updated in like 3 years that i should update. Well since i last updated i got a little better at skating.got a job at mcdonalds. to add to that im now looking for a new job because i realized why i quit.my board got hit by a car.my car got worse.the exhaust fell off.bought 2 new pairs of shoes..lakai franchises ( Read more... )

After working 4 days in a row i got a day off.But i heard some bad news last night.My cool manager ryan is leaving.She wants to go back and work at the porn store again.Im not lying ryan is a she and she worked at a porn store.Now shes going back.If your wondering why im ljing at 1:05 its because i didnt go to school because i got like 3 hours of ( Read more... )

i cant even drive in peace. I was driving home like 5 minutes ago and my dad yells at me for accelerating to get on the highway.Then i get like 83 text messages while im driving and the tm noise pisses me off.I gots me a job and i start tomorrow which sucks because all week im gonna be mad tired.I was skating today and i fell and hurt my hand so ( Read more... )

Yeah.I woke up at 6:00 for nothing.I didnt go to cool school.Which means i sat around and slept all day.Those fucking bastards at t-mobile didnt ship my phones so who the fuck knows when those bitch ass things are getting here.I went to valvoline today and they told me that they werent hiring so they sent my application to the area manager and he ( Read more... )