i have to go back to living in maine soon.

thats really upsetting.

i like being home.

don't make me go!!

i feel like a huge truck just came and smashed me to peices. nothing is of value anymore and i just can't shake this feeling of being completely unneeded, and that i've fucked everything up arround me. everything is crashing and burning and i just can't stop it

100 things you never knew about me ( Read more... )

random thought came to my mind today was i was pretending to participate in m intriguing bio lecture today. how is it biologically posible for fat people to be unathletically fit? theres all that extra fat and sugar deposits that can be transformed into engery to carry out other functions. theres just so much extra energy that it just seems stupid ( Read more... )

so, its been a while since we last updated. i don't feel like retyping what i wrote in my deadjournal so just go read that.

my life is slowly getting more and more meaningless.

hmmm... so it seems that to those in long beach that i don't exist anymore. should have seen that one comming ( Read more... )

i hate college. seriously..it needs to die.

i should be a work right now but im not. something about just not wanting to show my face to the public..and plus i don't want to stuff envelopes anymore. that jobs flare has worn off and i don't care about keeping it anymore. maybe tomorrow i'll go in and tell ricarda why i didn't show up. today, much like the past few weeks, is just one of those ( Read more... )

well. exciting times this weekend. and by exciting, i mean by biddefords standards where cars and more then two people on one road is a parade fit for the president ( Read more... )

so im updating my livejournal because its what i do when im upset. and apparently what i write in here is used against me by friends of an ex. so i was completely right, and you are still in high school. how can i hold any form of opinion and try to debate it? thats nice, have fun NOT getting your stupid ass into law schoo because nothing you say ( Read more... )