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I'm gonna miss Xavin. We were starting to get along to the point where I actually tolerated her...more than I tolerate most people outside our little group. Plus, it helps when she kept Karolina grounded...
I'm guessing I would react the same way, if Chase left. Three times. It's always mentaly exhausting to go through the 'you're alive!' melodrama that follows the 'who are you?' drama. But hey, I was born a skeptic, so I understand it completely. Even though it hurts every time, and I cry like an old lady...
I need to figure out what to do. I feel so incompetent. I don't know if I should smack the emotude out of her, or let her angst out until she runs out of fuel. I want to cheer her up, but Karolina and I have never been close buddies. Nico was definitely the bridge between. If Nico were here, she'd know, but...I miss her.
And these nightmares...they only make it worse.
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Yeah, I definitely jinxed myself.
I've stopped having these dreams months ago, and they shouldn't be starting up again now all of a sudden, so-is there a curse? Or should I go buy some valeriana roots?