you would think I'd be use to rejection...well i am use to it if it comes from a man. But a college...wow...my first choice college rejected me...at least that's what i understand from this shitastic internet application check up shit...yeah..FUCK THAT SHIT! Guess who's going to be stuck going to IVCC next year..you guessed it ME! though i was ( Read more... )

So me and chad are fine now. He even said he loves me and actually means it. It makes me happy. Matt likes me...like hardcore likes me. Like he's called me beautiful about eight times every day for the past like four days. Yeah. Flirts like crazy too. OH WELL ( Read more... )

AgelessMisery: what was that? didn't get the last message ( Read more... )

Somebody tell me why i have to feel the pain. I fucking like him and he doesn't like me as much as he says he did ( Read more... )

i wish that my boyfriend would want to actually hang out with me more without his friends there. I mean sometimes i feel like he avoids it. on purpose..grrr. I just really want to see him outside of school alone. Tomorrow he's going to go see Saw II without me because i have to work. He invited me and i was all jacked cuz i was gonna go then i ( Read more... )

Life is against me right now...

This morning i got my pictures in late and the judge decided to be a bitch and not except them. They are still displayed but not with ribbions so i feel like shit because my pictures are so much cooler than so many others...argh ( Read more... )

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat HaulArsenicemotions goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as Dead Angel.mylegitches gives you 7 milky white root beer-flavoured gummy worms.ofgoodandevil gives you 12 red-orange vanilla-flavoured gummy worms.pianohands11 tricks you! You get a used tissue.t1bandme gives you 19 dark green grapefruit-flavoured gummy bats. ( Read more... )

I haven't really eaten anything today...we'll leave it like that ( Read more... )

It's fairly impossible to buy a birthday present for somebody who won't tell you what they what. I keep asking Chad what he wants for his birthday since it's MONDAY! and HE WON'T TELL ME! I have not freaking Idea what to get him. AND HE DIDN'T HELP ME WHATSOEVER! I seriously don't know. I'm probably gonna end up giving him a gift certificate for ( Read more... )