I was staring at the sky just looking for a star ( Read more... )

I unintentionally/unknowingly hurt two of my best friends with something I did and for that I am sorry... I love them both very much and I'm glad we're close enough that we can work our issues out reasonably ( Read more... )

My last entry was not intended to be a "sick egotistical attention" scam. I got a lot of emails and comments about that and I wanted to clarify. Yes, I *know* the picture is unattractive and scary and I look a complete mess. What people seem to be missing is that it's ME. It's not make up, glitter, it's not drunken happiness. And I'm not trying to ( Read more... )

Chin up, chin up ( Read more... )

* Bought some dirty books
* Plucked Jake's eyebrows
* Had people over at the house Saturday (Trevor, Coor, John, Jina, Bacon)
* Helped the guys dress in drag for the Drag-Themed Temple
* Went to Coor's afterparty
* Got to see mah Heath
* Saw Danny and Jillian
* Talked to my reeyelined and eatmorebrains* Ben's 22nd birthday ( Read more... )

School is starting to bore me and I feel like I'm in over my head ( Read more... )

* Go to every class on time ( Read more... )

I absolutely HATE my job ( Read more... )

Every time a new part of myself tries to surface, I tend to shove it back down again. This time it really hurts though ( Read more... )

I got this from Shawn, and I wanted to post it for those interested.
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It's been an emotional day, and I'm trying to sort out some things.
I am pursuing a lifestyle that, although present, is not very accessible for me, and I am lacking someone to share it with. I tend to be the type of person to hold back and remain closed up in the ( Read more... )