it's 11pm. I'm supposed to be at work. but the cars broken and yeah. I'm not hungry and my moms getting on my case about it. she's on the phone with lola, speaker phone. and i hear lola say "baka anorexia". and that just pissed me off ( Read more... )

Bruises - Chairlift

I tried to do handstands for you

I tried to do headstands for you

Everytime I fell on you, yeah, everytime I fell

I tried to do handstands for you

But everytime I fell for you

I'm permanently black and blue, permanently blue for you.I tried to do handstands for you ( Read more... )

i'd like to say that i'm burying myself in work in order to forget things, or to distract myself from thinking of other things. i'd really like to ( Read more... )

since im done with work for the day (its 4:04 am) i'm reading old blog entries. from this blog. and i miss this blog. and i miss drew.

goodbye LJ. goodbye old life. goodbye you. i will miss everything.

hello Tabulas. hello new life. hello you. i'm ready to start again.

10 Favorites ( Read more... )

Signs - Bloc Party ( Read more... )

i know we didn't part on a happy note last night. I'm sorry. you're not talking to me now, i understand. kind of. anyway, i'm looking for you now. it's weird, i didn't think i would. hm.

alcohol fucks me up. I won't say I regret anything I did. that would just be added agitation/stress...you know, if i regret it. so no. i don't regret it. maybe i wanted it too. i don't know. no. wait. i don't/didn't want it. i need distance. but i don't want it ( Read more... )

i love the rain. last night was a strange night. i miss you