I have been stuck in Nashua since tuesday. I came down out of the hopes of making it into my buddy Jamie's band, Even Heroes Bleed - which I did. The only problem is my lack of a vehicle due to the incident with my dad the other day. We tried to rectify this problem by taking Jamie's Volvo to get his license yesterday, but his dad had disconnected ( Read more... )

well, it's 1:54 AM and I'm sitting on my friend's uncle's computer while several modestly drunk people play beirut downstairs. Tonight is sort of an unofficial last hoorah for our good friend Tony Sanborn while he's back on leave from Iraq. Tony, as well as his father Howie, brother Howie, and sister Jamie are all currently serving overseas in Iraq ( Read more... )

The title of my life, if it were a soap opera. Today will be marked in the annals of history as my most darkest hour to date. I went job hunting again today so I can make it through the summer and come up with the neccesary means to secure housnig for school in the fall. Several days ago, my father left a message that i had some mail to pick up ( Read more... )

If a man runs after money, he's money-mad; if he keeps it, he's a capitalist; if he spends it, he's a playboy; if he doesn't get it, he's a ne'er-do-well; if he doesn't try to get it, he lacks ambition. If he gets it without working for it, he's a parasite; and if he accumulates it after a lifetime of hard work, people call him a fool who never got ( Read more... )

exhaustion still strangles my senses. my spine, after a night of restless sleep on a hard, thinly carpeted floor, aches with vengeful spite. the day leading up to now was an adventure i'd have to say. went to boston, got lost trying to find riverside. stopped by AI to drop off some paperwork, and talked to Alex Wray for awhile. no matter how shitty ( Read more... )

this update isn't really about my misadventures or philosophical waxings. i just ask anyone who has me on their friends list and reads this, or anyone i send here, to answer one question and reply to it in my comments: what impact have i had on your life? good? maybe bad? and write more than a solitary sentence dammit.

How to make a arsxxmoriendi
Ingredients:

5 parts jealousy

3 parts brilliance

1 part leadership
Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of caring

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

i sound sweet and all but be forewarned, i can fuck you up fast. a real update is coming soon, i promise

i am really high right now - and it's fabulous. okay, quick recap. worked this morning, then came home and showered, went back to Ricky's mom's for Liz's birthday, then back to Ricky's for some smoke and victor wooten. anyway, i once again found myself planted firmly into a deep, philosophical conversation with his roommate, Gerald Ciccarone. ( Read more... )

it happened again today whilst i struggled with a tarp-load of wet leaves - the realization that it would be so much easier to just end it all. a quick slash with a blade, a tantalizing cocktail of multi-colored death en capsulate, a sudden flexing of a finger against cold steel; the end result would be eternal bliss. but what would the ( Read more... )