< --:://CUT-UP\\::-- >all i need is a ghastly thing-- sick-- sick unto death with myself each day to show it was a new day opened up new doubt in me whether or not to say: what if i know me. The curtains cover what i need to find. the way for 29 signs pointing the way to soft velvet. You shall not regret it. The whole house was sick-- sick of ( Read more... )

i had cought a cold and couldn't fall asleep till three in the morning... my nose has been stuffy for the last few days and it has been terrible... we disected a fetal pig in biolab, but i kept sneezing all over it... the scene was just disgusting... not only was the thing oozing with blood and bile but it had snot on it...

+a cutup+She and darkness felt like yelling too a ghastly river, like yourself until it was a mad rushing descent, as if to kick and scream. She began to usher in madness. Skin and sanity irrevocably overthrown, now the species of the entering gust. I can never break you, not even in the dungeons, there as if without name-- but she smiles knowing ( Read more... )

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a cut-up:

stop cries our heart! my eyes map her body. coldly the ritual continues. her finger is on my lip. i do not speak. backwards, she traces my tear. we are alone, everything permissible. i close all eyes. the world is night and the subject has no end. who dares? when god is dead.

saturday i met up with my highschool friend... i drank with her friends a bit and then we all went to a football game... i had no idea what was going on... the team we were cheering for was loosing badly and we ended up leaving at the begining of the fourth quater... her friends were wonderful... they just had an aire of nobility to them... we went ( Read more... )

four pictures from my cruise:
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Poem writted via random word generator:
I am a man of nobility
gathered upon a brittle palace
washing my hands of glass
to keeping her asleep
because my wrist can't write why
my lady eclipses everyones beauty
and tempts me to hear her jaw chew rocks
which I lift from the clouds of pasture

i have been fasting for over 48 hours by now... i get headrushes very easily and they last for almost a minute... i feel exhausted and off balance... even more so because i was very active yesterday exploring brooklyn and walking to kings plaza in the torrential downpour... the problem is not so much that i am hungry... but that i am bored... being ( Read more... )