I'm sorry so sorry.

somewhere in here.
http://postsecretcommunity.com/chat/viewtopic.php?t=4307&start=450

I'm tired.
I'm weak.
And I think I'm giving up.

And I came out to my parents.
Mom left me a hallmark card on my pillow yesterday.
My brother still doesn't know, but I don't really care.
They love me.
Their just trying to understand.
And it's difficult for all of us.
My dad almost started crying on the phone this morning when he said he loved me.
I've been overwhelmed.

I can understand the meaning of a broken heart. Of being two different people now. I didn't want to understand, I didn't want to comprehend, but you have to. It was being insecure, but in a different way than I previously thought. I just wanted affection. I wanted kisses. I wanted hugs. And maybe I wanted sex. Sometimes you become insecure though, ( Read more... )

I’m pathetic. I’m insecure. I’m hopeless. I’m depressing. I’m jealous. I’m lonely. I’m hateful. I’m nervous. I’m PATHETIC ( Read more... )

Every felt like curling up into a ball and just staying like that ( Read more... )

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1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before ( Read more... )

THE GOBLET OF FIRE KICKED SOME SERIOUS ARSE.
OH YEAH, OH YEAH.