so where do i go from here ( Read more... )

I feel lost...

...hungry...

...I want to smoke...

Im teetering on the brink of insanity here, and noone seems to care. I believe Im going to have a breakdown soon.

so noone reads this huh??

Sometimes life just sucks ( Read more... )

But you talk about passion, about longing, about things I'll never know
in my life! It's still inside you, in every syllable you speak! And
then you tell me it ends like that? Just empty?
-Interview with a Vampire

I think Im dying inside. I hate myslef and what Ive become. This isnt me. I want "me" back. This is somebody else. This isnt the Will everyone knows and loves. It is tho. I hate this motherfucker. If you could just do something right for a change. YOu fuck everything up. School... drugs... Christine... Niki... ( Read more... )

I have walked this road before ( Read more... )

so how do I begin...

...I quit my job(im not working ne more)...

...Ive lost my two best friends(Niki and Chuck)...

...I miss her so much...

...I want to jab my eyes out with a rusty spoon...

2004 is shaping up to be a very odd year:

Jesus is popular, I actually WANT to work full-time, and shocker of all
shockers... I just came back from the store with Reese's peanut butter cups
with peanut butter on the OUTSIDE of the chocolate!!!

And it's only February...

Joel

this is an email from last year...

...cool huh???

utsmart the fever ( Read more... )