Well so with Mari's connections and The Amazing Mr. [cant say and risking them getting in trouble]
I got to see hostel!!!! At first it was kinda slow and your wondering where its going. Then the movie takes one big spin and is sooooo fucked up! God i wanted to puke, yet again mari fell asleep, but i might say was a fuckin awesome movie! I cant wait ( Read more... )

pills booze drugs. why am i still alive

So mari wussed out (just joking) on me so im gonna watch wolf creek alone...

But hostile comes out one week from today so fuckin excited so im thinking nice big hostile movie party...which probly means just me sitting there watching it...haha...

Hahaha...ehh i finally found the Simple Life 3 on dvd and saw it and i knew i had to buy it for mari so her and i spent the evening watching that...and some of the stuff they do in that season is really fucked up its great.

Now time for a bowl and some Aqua Teen Hunger force...actually adult swim cant not love that shit

Branden and i have been talking alot its nice, i miss him. But i support what hes doing. Sean left to ID thank christ god that fuckin kid smells like ass. Brandens gonna be pissed when he comes home and his room smells like seans non-showeing body. ehhh....Branden and I also talked about something else and some people had a blast with that, ehh so ( Read more... )

Umm my last entry was about, The US, and i got the idea after watching the anti-flag dvd, so uhh if you want to say its about my girlfriend fuck off and go to hell. Because i love mari so fuck you and your shit talking self because your not happy!

Im so fuckin sick of this shit no matter how sweet you are no matter what you buy people no matter HOW good you treat em they always fuck you over they treat you like shit. You can offer em things. You get there back but they never have yours there to busy fuckin worrying about themselves because thats all that matters to them is themselves. WHY ( Read more... )

scream for hell.

dont ever get a addicted to anything or anyone.
quiting smoking is the hardest fuckin thing. I get antzy, emotional, tierd, crabby, migraines, chest pains, throat pains, sinus pain, aches.... quiting cold turkey is so hard...im going crazy, it doesnt help every show every movie has someone smoking so it pops into your head awwww a ( Read more... )

So sunday was awesome, KORN show amazing they put the most time into there shows they had so much stuff on stage with back up musicians, and lots of other nice effects. I got to meet the bass player of korn fuckin awesome signed my lyrics book. Then the shit it the ground. Frankie before the show was sick, when we got out of the show his tire was ( Read more... )

Im in a hotel, in portland oregon. so far the trip has been fun, and i know thats what steve wanted. They have a workout center in the hotel so ive been doing that last night and this morning when i got up, while mari was still sound asleep in bed. Today is steves funeral time to say good bye to a loving good man, but also to praise hes in a better ( Read more... )