Do you or someone you know want to live with me and jessi brooks and jordan fish in our appartment in Clinton Hill in Brooklyn? Our other roomate Tyler turned into a zombie bear and we were about to shoot him with a gun provided by a zombie bear defense kit made especially for this purpose, but at the last minute someone's mom intervened and put ( Read more... )

i come back to new york the day after tommorrow, which feels very strange. I sort of feel like all of my skin is going to fall off. I haven't spent a significant amount of time by myself for almost 3 weeks, which feels crazy. Because it means there isnt much stopping and thinking here. Just braiding wires together. and turning a suitcase into ( Read more... )

out of pretty much nowhere I ended up going to New Orleans to live in a house with what seems like about 15 other people most of whom I'd never met before and work on a movie they are making. making objects for it. like a wheelbarrow made out of windows that will be used for transporting chickens. It is absurdly beautiful here and I feel very very ( Read more... )

ive been feeling sick for awhile. i'm getting really annoyed at it, and I feel like my brain isn't on my side. (sudden emotional attacks, feeling unmotivated, difficulty concentrating etc.) it's like all my energy, physical and otherwise, keeps pouring out of my nose, and i just have this vague idea that it wasn't always like this. like always i'm ( Read more... )

candles
santa claus
jesus
fruit
people hugging
tiny happy faces
presents
snowflakes
candycorns
three legged dogs with unicorn horns
people hugging
people who don't know where to put it
long noses
nooses
princesses
crying
servants
clever birds
sphaghetti
clouds
crowns
fences
bandaids
cauldrons
sandwiches
arrows
gold

So the way my life goes right now is I have a job where I decorate christmas themed cookies, go home and proceede to draw more pictures of santa claus, then go to my other job, where over the course of two (1 1/2) days I scan about 220 small paintings, go home read about santa claus on wikipedia and draw more pictures of santa claus, then go to my ( Read more... )

the thing about not being in school anymore is there's less time to think. I mean, there's less time to do everything, but, because of that, knowing what the fuck I'm doing gets pushed into the background just a little bit more, and it's allright. Allright in the way that being a zombie that makes things is. and then stepping back and laughing ( Read more... )

having dreams that involve the internet always feels really wrong to me.

Using the internet for the first time in a few days, and was hit by a bunch of kinds of messages that made me worry about not having a soul, or having a shrinking soul. I wish I was better at caring about people and being interested in people, I mean, the engaging parts of people are sometimes hard to get to and it can be easier to have fun alone ( Read more... )

my life is very weird right now ( Read more... )