milestoneselderwittySeptember 24 2016, 04:05:48 UTC
I think you're going to feel Eddie's loss at each milestone; first day back at work, first night the heavy comforter comes out, the first Christmas. It's only natural, as they will be the first x without him in a long while. I hope these occasions stir more happy memories of him than sad ones.
I've been thinking of maybe adopting another cat. Sometimes I think that it's a good idea and then other times, I see a cat and can only think that it's not Eddie.
No other cat can be Eddie. That's just a fact. But a cat could be Ranger, or Penny, or Stutz, or Dot. When the time is right for you to invite a new furry overlord into your life, it'll happen. I like to believe Eddie would want you to gift another cat with the same attention and love you gave him.
As for the resentment you're feeling towards the Stan-favored fans, that's understandable, too. You're mad you didn't something good during a time when you really could have used it. It makes perfect sense you'd resent the hell out of the people who are.
Re: milestonesartemis_primeSeptember 24 2016, 23:45:28 UTC
I just find it odd that I've been back to work for three weeks and now I get more emotional. I do think the weather has played into this. We've had some very hot days these last three weeks so it's felt more like summer. But the weather changed to be much cooler and I wonder if my brain is now associating this with fall=school=Eddie routine back in place
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I've been thinking of maybe adopting another cat. Sometimes I think that it's a good idea and then other times, I see a cat and can only think that it's not Eddie.
No other cat can be Eddie. That's just a fact. But a cat could be Ranger, or Penny, or Stutz, or Dot. When the time is right for you to invite a new furry overlord into your life, it'll happen. I like to believe Eddie would want you to gift another cat with the same attention and love you gave him.
As for the resentment you're feeling towards the Stan-favored fans, that's understandable, too. You're mad you didn't something good during a time when you really could have used it. It makes perfect sense you'd resent the hell out of the people who are.
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