oh fuck. im too distressed to even write about it.

today was actually a good day. nothing much happened but for some reason i just felt good. I laughed until my sides ached for the first time in about a year. Max, nikitas b/f asked her to cook some dinner and we both looked at him then busted out laughing soo hard in his face. haha that girl would not cook to save the world. we also told her mom ( Read more... )

And you thought you knew who your friends were cali, haha.

Regret is the absolute worst emotion anyone could ever feel.

cma4UHP2QU[ 3JQVR'OPSKDMT'NKR!!!! Im so excited to be going to San Fran in January! However this whole college thing has put sooo much stress on me. wel its not really college more like my dad. everytime i ask for help with somehting that has to do with college the only thing he says to me is how hes not going to pay and how i shouldnt go. HOW ( Read more... )

oh yeah and for those of you who dont know me my old username is djsukkmydikk, so if you feel like snooping thats the perfect place, especially the older entries, mmmm juicey!

ok now for a real post! Nikita is mad at me AGAIN! it seems like shes always mad at me for osmehitng! this time i can understand her being angry but i was seriously only doing it b/c i care about her. she hadnt been to school in 4 days (gone wed-fri then didnt show on mon) so i called her mom and told her. i know thats snithcing and i should have ( Read more... )

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