he's done it again and i don't know what to do. i want him to be happy and to talk to me, but why does he feel the need to do this? i wish i could tell him that when i heard i cried. it was a test to keep my voice calm on the phone. because all i wanted to do was hang up the phone and cry. at least the conversation was short. then i cried. i sat on ( Read more... )

yea so in order for me to keep/renew my deviant gallery i have to pay. crap... now i need to find a new space b/c im not in the financial situation to pay to keep my gallery. *whimper* i love that gallery... i have until thursday in my gallery... what to do, what to do. i'm so confused...

stupid ipod and it's internal brokenness ( Read more... )

seriously this week is moving too slow. i just want it to be friday and then saturday afternoon. skipping saturday morning because i don't want to take the SATs. but unfortunately it's only wednesday and nothing great is in store for me. i have a double free, but i can't go anywhere because i have the honors society induction to be at. after three ( Read more... )

fixed my ipod... yay...

MARGARET CHO... (there are no words to describe the awesomeness)

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sweet so as everyone has already stated: I'M ALIVE AGAIN!! i still feel icky but i stuck it out because i had to in order to go to Tim's tonight. so i survived even though my stomach decided to have stabing pains during Russian while i was trying to concentrate on decyphering the language. but i'm better because joe sent me a hug over e- and they ( Read more... )

so my energy has finally run out. i just feel so worn and tired and blah that i don't want to get up. yesterday i sat at Tim's dinning room table trying to study chem and failing miserably. honestly i studied probably for an hour before i gave up and started drawing in the back of my notebook and when i got bored with that i started writing ( Read more... )

wow so this weekend was fun. friday was spent doing nothing, i mean nothing. well i got pizza and watched a movie with my dad and then talked online. yes i actually went online. oh, i forgot about the chess thing after school in which i saw Myron and Christian and Kyle and a blast from the past: Kirk (from middle school). that was really fun. ( Read more... )