Comments | artifical_hate: I believed in your confussion, so completely torn....

artifical_hate

I believed in your confussion, so completely torn....

Apr 27, 2004 17:01

This isnt simple,but you do what you have to do.I do what I have to do.My thoughts lingering the past two weeks.Everything and anything consumed Thy mind and I couldnt explain it to a single soul.For I hadnt understood what was going on myself.I just knew the feeling that I had and I tryed to push it away.The feeling of loneliness took me over.So ( Read more... )

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crownascapegoat April 27 2004, 15:48:33 UTC

What are you lookin at ya hockey puck?

artifical_hate April 28 2004, 13:02:26 UTC

huh?

iwent2thebeach April 27 2004, 16:07:12 UTC

Rima:) Add me!

artifical_hate April 28 2004, 13:38:09 UTC

Meagan... I am Sam

perserverence April 27 2004, 16:36:53 UTC

Couldn't explain to a single soul? The fact that you have been living a lie is about as great as the explaination can get. What you're telling me is for the past TWO weeks, you have lied by telling me you loved me. You know, it's nothing I love more then an honest girl. You told me yourself day in and day out, you speak what's on your mind, you don't hold anything back from anyone, you say it like it is. I guess that's what the word "love" does to you, but if you're gonna say it with the void of it's real meaning, then I'd rather you be brutally honest, then feed me sugar-coated the lies. For you to say, "The feeling of loneliness took me over", when did it even remotely cross your mind that I feel the same exact way, but then I thought, "I'll see her soon, if I mean as much to her as she means to me, she wouldn't break up with me for the distance factor." Although, I must say it was a stroke of genius to break up with me until A Perfect Circle. Never once did I say I never wanted to be your friend. I enjoyed our times together. Every ( ... )

artifical_hate April 28 2004, 13:36:11 UTC

Wow... Im speachless. We already talked about this. And I am sorry.

fewtoomany April 27 2004, 17:14:26 UTC

this may not be the best time, but im back from the dead. guess who

Hey Penix, artifical_hate April 28 2004, 13:37:21 UTC

hey I miss you.. Call me sometime. Arielle and I miss ya we need to hang out. Call her, u failed to get my number,

donedirtcheap April 27 2004, 18:28:13 UTC

why did u break up with bobby

artifical_hate April 28 2004, 13:39:14 UTC

Because I was Wanted to. It just did not feel right any longer. My entry explains the whole thing. Did you not comprehend my words? If so, tell me and I will help you understand..Later