I have fallen into a deep black hole of depression and I can't get out of bed.

I hate it when my anxiety acts up! I feel like I can't breathe and that my throat is closing and my lungs will never get full... It is weird how my anxiety is for no reason... it is just stupid physical response that just happens! I dont know I have a stuffy nose, maybe it is allergies? I dont know. I wish I could take medicine but I dont know ( Read more... )

Wind is soo strange... It is like tiny molecules of people all traveling together and when you walk through a rush of them you always know it, and you can see that there are rushes of them traveling passed other poeple but not you at the moment, and on their wa they pick up big pieces of dirt and tehy head straight for your eye as you walk... wind ( Read more... )

Ok well Brent and I have finally done it... we are no longer a couple... I am sick to my stomach and just wanna cry all day but I know it will be ok in the long run. It was pretty much a mutual thing but I can't help but feel that I was dumped for someone else... but i guess it doesn't really matter, the fact of the matter is that I know that we ( Read more... )

My daddy came home friday and it made me very happy... He bought me this lovely music box... I forgot to take a picture... he also brought home little cigerettes that are illegal here.. they are rolled up in leaves and taste like little cigars... rolled in leaves.. it was funny becasue my mom smoked one and she held it like a joint ( Read more... )

YAY to free piercings! Thank you chris-b you did a great job for your first piercings! i wish amanda was on line i want to talk to her... I need to really update and tell all about my spring break... bleh... but not right now!

*Fly Away*

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aMySuEall4U: deep down i am pretty superficial ( Read more... )

I wish it would stop snowing
We are signing the lease on thursday
I have a job, It starts the monday after spring break
I am really tired
I don't want to do my work

"Deep down, I'm pretty superficial." Ava Gardner

*Fly Away*

I just got back from the coroner's office... Good field trip, but no talking and I didn't get to see dead bodies in person... Did you know 10% of people who commit suicide wiht guns use there non-dominant hand? Why is that... is it a sign of unsureness... I would think I would use my dominant hand to make sure the job gets done... I also saw a ( Read more... )